i hurt myself today
我今日又再度沉溺在自我伤害中
to see if i still feel
为了确定我还可以感知一切
i focus on the pain
集中全部的精力感受伤痛
the only thing that's real
这是我仅存的真实
the needle tears a hole
针刺般的痛蜇
the old familiar sting
仿佛旧日的伤口
try to kill it all away
我试着驱逐这一切
but i remember everything
但我依然将他们全部铭记于心
what have i become?
什么又是我本来的相貌呢
my sweetest friend
我最亲爱的朋友
everyone i know
而我熟知的一切
goes away in the end
皆已经消失远去
you could have it all
你远远胜于
my empire of dirt
我在这肮脏尘世中所争夺的一切
i will let you down
而我恐于只会让你失望
i will make you hurt
只会让你受伤害
i wear my crown of shit
当我背负荆棘制成的王冠
on my liar's chair
在由谎言构筑的王座上安坐
full of broken thoughts
但那一切破碎满溢的思绪
i cannot repair
我却无法弥补
beneath the stain of time
世界在时光的冲刷下褪去本来的颜色
the feeling disappears
我的知觉已经麻木
you are someone else
当你的灵魂走进人海
i am still right here
而我却无法再前进一步
what have i become?
什么又是我本来的相貌呢
my sweetest friend
我最重要的朋友
everyone i know
如今我熟知的一切
goes away in the end
皆已消逝远去
you could have it all
你远远胜于
my empire of dirt
我在这肮脏尘世中所争夺的一切
i will let you down
而我只会辜负你的期望
i will make you hurt
让你受到伤害
if i could start again
如果有一天我可以让这一切重新开始
a million miles away
我会踏遍整个世界
i would keep myself
保留着那个真实的自我
i would find a way
继续寻找那条灵魂的路
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